#LOVE# AGAINN AGAIN

Salam semua… have u ever wonder what u r going to do if what we want is actually what we doesn’t want…. Em.. mcm agak2 boleyh fhm x??? hahhah.. x pe lah, its ok.. ok, kte proceed eh.. saye x terlalu mudah untuk jatuh cinta pada seseorang selagi hati belum terbuka untuk itu… mmg betul, pada usia 19 tahun ni, byk bende yg perlu difikirkan… I have to think about my studies… my dream.. my parents n my self… n where is love???? Love is somethink yg saye rasekan perlu… tp x taw la knape hati ni masih belum tebuka untuk menerima mane2 llki dlm hidup ni…

Menerima seseorang itu lebih mudah daripada menolak seseorang dlm hidup… mmg ya, pade usia 19 tahun ni, saye dah mula untuk memikirkan hubungan yg lebih serious.. bukannyer hubungan zaman skolah menengah yg penuh dgn hingusan n drama korea yg terover sgt kan… hihi.. ups, sorry 4 those yg minat korea… saye x minat, that’s y asyik kutuk je tuh… huhuhu… n again, I have to reject mereka yg hadir dlm hidup saye 4 a reason that me myself can’t even explained it… maybe im not ready yet… of coz, it is one of the reason. But it may be some other reasons yg kukuh untuk melengkapkan inferens nih.. hahha…

My fren once told me, “aiman nih, dlu kate nk carik yg serious, then bile dah ader yg serious, x nak pulak… sampai bile nk tolak org je??” hurm.. lebeyh kurg mcm tu lah dier punyer dialog… n I agree.. she is totally true… im very choosy… not bcoz im a choosy person but its related to my feelings… yes, im looking 4 serious one… but if ur heart can’t except it… that’s it… nk kate ape lagi kan… but the thing is, I don’t know what stop me from doing this???

Everytime im rejecting person, hahah..(dah mcm ape jerr….) i always told them that I have somebody else.. who???? Me my self sndri pun x taw… mungkin jawapan tu ader pada istikharah… tp saye blom lagi la sampai nk beristikharah mencari calon suami.. blom lagi… it is a thing that happened long.. long.. time ago… n yet I hope that its gonna be in reality… he will come to me.. take me as I am… n love me till the end.. he is my JODOH…. N saye sendri pun x taw sape dier?? Dkat mane dier??? Dier buat ape??? Tp saye hanye boleyh mencintai dier dan mendoakan kebahagiaan dier.. n I hope that one day Allah will give me a person that can bring me together with him for JANNAH..

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insyaAllah…